'He was sad' on his FB...

but me?? I am sad everyday and every morning... when i thinking that 'person' will seat on my car seat and next to him... I've read my small book that the bad feeling is come from setan.. and me as weak cannot put away the bad thought about it after i read the msg. She said she dont want to follow others car and wait for my husband to pick her up at that busstop even tough my husband was late and she demand him to drive faster.. what the hell she think she was??? and I am still not satisfied and very angry on him bcause why in hell he keep and still want to pick her up!!!! ??? I want to express this feeling to him.. but I can't.. I can't let him to think this too seriously until he cried.. i can't let him cry...